:: State of Mind ::

:: Monday, January 27, 2003 ::

it feels so great to be back in the routine of weekly gymnastics. it is such a release for me not to mention the fact that it helps me stay in shape and toned. i love it. things are starting to develop into more of a "normal" cycle. classes are coming together. my nightly "routine" and work. everything is going ok.. i am going to take some more time off from work though. i just dont agree with some of the stuff that is going on and i dont enjoy it...it is no longer my job...its literally WORK. something i dont look forward to and am happy when it is over. but that is ok. todd is being really great about it and TOTALLY understands where i am coming from. things are looking better in the internalization department. things have been discussed and revelations made about myself and the ways that i handle things. i think i am growing and learning from these situations and that is what matters. it is ok that i go through these times as long as i am able to take something from it. and i think i am. it was nearly disaster for me...and something that i value but things always work out the way that they are meant to if we just "Let go and Let God" and whenever we are in doubt, we remember to look up! so things are good. unfortunately i have to go to work tomorrow but thats ok. at least its money and one day closer to the weekend ..which i am really looking forward to! i should be able to finish all of the packing before my visitor arrives on saturday! anyway...im tired from my workout so im going to retire for the night.
goodnight all
:: BAlbretsen 11:01:00 PM [+] ::
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